Carissa.
I see my daily world in slices. A slice when I wake up and see the innocent day, a slice of time being around others, a slice of fresh air, and a slice when I am able to reflect. I am defined by what I am able to learn from others and myself. My goals are apart from myself and for those others not able to dream. I am a dreamer and live to carry on this light soul I was given.
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I…. Ok.

I am giving up a tiny piece of me today.  I know that this part of me is not classy, it is not wanted by my future, nor is it wanted by my bank account.  But in retro, My mornings love this little me, my lunch breaks seem to be more enjoyable, as well as a lil weekend sip.

Puffing ciggs is what has become like a little part of my inner self.  I have bonded with my time smoking heaters.  There is nothing like a delicious cup of coffee and a cigg, or a heavy and homemade mexican meal with a cigg after, or to think about all the wonderful conversations I have had while having a puff.

I will have to find pleasure in all of these things without my lil smokey being with me. 

This has become an elephant size goal in my life.

I have to will kick the habit, I never thought I would hear myself thinking that thought, but its now or trouble.

Ill miss you coffee,lunch breaks, and convo cigg time. 

Love your ex heater puffer.

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  1. cnohr posted this

  11:01 pm, by cnohr, [ 14 notes ]